The One

The one I love
The one I'm thinking of
The one I ever dreamed of
The one, you are

The one I could talk with
The one who took my breath away
The one who gave me courage to say
The one, you are

The one who put this smile
Who makes the time worthwhile
For you I could go for extra miles
The one, you are

The one who made me see
How beautiful this life can be
How blessed I am that you found me
The one, you are

-11gulotoni24

P.S. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. Thanks for making me happy. XD

Happiest Week

You put a smile on my face,

You make me happy in many ways.

YES! I've fallen for you

FRANCIS, I ALREADY LOVE YOU, it's TRUE. :)

Well, what can a poet say?

I just went out to say my prayer,

And thanked God you were there.

Came back to my room and checked my phone,

Then your text came along.

That feel I could not express,

But I knew I had the best.
I know it's been awkward but you're worth the wait,

KRISSY! I LOVE YOU AND EVERYDAY WITH YOU IS A PERFECT DATE! :D

Stupid ninjas with their onions! :'))

What Love Meant

Asking "Which is more important to humans, to love or to be loved?" is like asking "Which is more important to birds, the left wing or the right wing?"

Tsk. Sorry Twitter Followers and Facebook Friends who tweeted and posted this question, but I beg to differ. It is, for me, too stubborn to give love and expect some to be given back.

To love someone without asking for a return is more important. It's the basic. Love is free, you can give it away to anyone. To be loved is only a reward -- a hard-to-earn reward. You have to show how much you love that someone till she falls for you.

For me, the metaphor has been wrong. It should be that LOVING SOMEONE is the WINGS that makes us fly and TO BE LOVED is the WIND that keeps the flight easier and worthwhile.. :))

My life's Year-in Review and New Year's Resolution

Hmmmmm okay. So 2011 was a big hurricane for me. Everything turned out to be less than or more than what I expected. I just don't expect those things to happen, they just do. I guess what I learned in 2011 is that fact that things change, and you need to adapt to these changes so you could make yourself better. You lose some, you win some.

And so with the problems I had in 2011, I created my 2012 resolution:

1. I should stop procrastination. It's what hinders me in doing what I want and what I need to do.
2. I should exercise. Damn, nobody loves this fluffy belly paired with my thin body!
3. I should do academic stuff more diligently. I don't want to add another year of torture in college.
4. I should smile more often! XD
5. I should find time for the love of my life. I don't know, I just feel like I looked right past her. And I just want the best in this aspect, I could even sacrifice the other four for this! (LOL JK not the acads.)

Wew. With these resolutions, I should be better than the 2011 version of me. I hope I could do such things..... Well anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD! XD

Hey You!

Yeah, you.

You with your messy hair,
the seemingly tired eyes,
the awkward crooked smile,
and the one who thinks she's unimportant.

I want you to know that you're beautiful and I love you.

Damn, if only things are just as fast and sweet as this quote. But I don't even have the guts to say these words to her. :(

Movie Review: The Adjustment Bureau

I always believed that life is nothing but a big cause-and-effect. You win the game because you trained hard, or you're just too awesome. If you fail, then sorry, you just have to try harder.

But this movie was just not what I thought. According to this movie, there's always someone (or some men) who controls your present, be it spilling your coffee or witnessing a car crash, to control what is planned for your future. The Adjustment Bureau was there from the start, so we can change our minds and instead go to where we are supposed to be. They change the way we think, the way we see things, and the way things go to achieve their goals as set in the master plan of our lives.

When politician David Norris (played by Matt Damon) ran for senate, it was a hard time for him. He thought he was winning all along. Then down went the votes. After practicing his lines in the Men's Comfort Room, he realized he was not alone. That's how she met Elise Sellas (Emily Blunt), a girl whose free and wild spirit captured his senses. But alas, they're destined only to meet that night. Or is it? Nope, Chuck Testa. They met again when a member of the Bureau, Harry Mitchell, failed to keep him down. So, when the time was stopped, that's when David went inside the conference room and found the other members of the society manipulating the minds of those other people.

And so, I will not spill further details of what the story is, just a little bit of useful and bloggable data. Sorry. ;)

I certainly loved the movie, because it showed how love moves people to do their stuff, against all odds, even fate. That's what I want to absorb inside, the guts to go on and think that fate is so overrated not to let me try.

The only sick concept here is that some men can hold your thought, change it because that was planned. As David said, "What happened to freewill?" I hate the concept that you can't move to what your guts tells you to. You just let fate control you. You have no choice, like it or not, regret it or not, it's meant to be and it's gonna freaking happen. But it gave me also positive outlooks, that if you're meant to be, you will be.

I love the concept of the ending. Just watch the movie because it was worth it anyways. I won't spill it for you. Just one of the last lines said in the movie.

"...free will is a gift you'll never know how to use until you fight for it." This may learn to be a lesson to us. As the old chant says, CARPE DIEM! XD

11gulotoni24

The Curse of 11/11/11

Have I told you to be careful what you wish for the last time I posted a blog? Last time I checked, yes I did. Just making sure you did not wish for something stupid. Because 11/11/11 is taking its toll on me.

I wished to see her and have a conversation with her. The whole week I wished for such stupid time. And who knows? I saw her on the mall today. Or so I thought. But I swear to God it was her that I saw. But I'm hesitant to talk. It was in the grocers, and I may not take how my brother might "bug" me and my blushing face. I was just happy I saw her, but I was saddened by the fact that I did not have the chance to hear her voice.

I took it as it was, that it was not yet my time, then my second cousin's cousin (yep, that explains how far cousins we were) started to hit the same girl. I should have told you, he's also a groomsman in the wedding, And also in the game of the improvised Trip to Jerusalem. I did not know he almost had an affair once with her.  Now we move on to the story, leading us to Facebook. And guess who's using the Ad Hominem Fallacy against me to have more points on her? Wow, I could not believe he said that to her publicly. I mean, that's kind of rude for someone to poison the well just to have the girl.

He was just lucky that we went to the church right away after we went to the mall. Because at that time, she was online. Grabe, I did not have a minute for a conversation with her. I only asked for even just a Facebook chat with her. I could have protected her from such douchebag-ness of that cousin. >:|

Everything was just a trial. I must know how to care for her. Maybe one day, she could MIGHT be the one for me. I could not wait for that day to come! I believe she don't deserve those douchebags, she deserves a knight-in-a-shining-armor-to-be. OOOOPS. I'm overstating a fact, therefore it was a fallacy I said. Dayumn. But on the first place, I will not do such to a lady like her, that's what I could assure her if she only knew. Haaaaay....