My life's Year-in Review and New Year's Resolution

Hmmmmm okay. So 2011 was a big hurricane for me. Everything turned out to be less than or more than what I expected. I just don't expect those things to happen, they just do. I guess what I learned in 2011 is that fact that things change, and you need to adapt to these changes so you could make yourself better. You lose some, you win some.

And so with the problems I had in 2011, I created my 2012 resolution:

1. I should stop procrastination. It's what hinders me in doing what I want and what I need to do.
2. I should exercise. Damn, nobody loves this fluffy belly paired with my thin body!
3. I should do academic stuff more diligently. I don't want to add another year of torture in college.
4. I should smile more often! XD
5. I should find time for the love of my life. I don't know, I just feel like I looked right past her. And I just want the best in this aspect, I could even sacrifice the other four for this! (LOL JK not the acads.)

Wew. With these resolutions, I should be better than the 2011 version of me. I hope I could do such things..... Well anyways, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD! XD

Hey You!

Yeah, you.

You with your messy hair,
the seemingly tired eyes,
the awkward crooked smile,
and the one who thinks she's unimportant.

I want you to know that you're beautiful and I love you.

Damn, if only things are just as fast and sweet as this quote. But I don't even have the guts to say these words to her. :(

Car Fantasies

Since I am turning 21 and my father has loaned another car, it occurred to me that I now want to drive a car. Or in the family's case, I want to own a car. Be it that 2-year-old-but-good-as-new DMax or a new automatic-transmission low ride sedan.

If ever I will inherit the DMax, then fine. But I'd like the interior to have some touch of forest green or onyx black, partnered with a sporty musky frangrance. Then Taz Accessories to wrap it all up. And most especially, no more boring classical and make-you-infertile music, just pure adrenaline-pumping punk and emo-core music (and the latest hits to add). The grayish color of that car is fine, I like it anyways.

But in case they want to sell the poor car which has always been a good companion in our family outings and buy or loan me another, I'd prefer the race car type (e.g. Mitsubishi Lancer EX, Toyota Vios, Honda Civic, Honda City) or the cutie mini car type (e.g. Ford Fiesta, Chery QQ, Honda Jazz, Suzuki Alto). I know this was kind of selfish, but I want to have my own ride, with no one dictating what music I intend to play. I'd like the color green or greenish or black or some color that distinguishes it from other cars ('cause white, black, red and blue are too mainstream LOL). And yeah, they'll have the same accesories and what-have-you's inside.

But if possible, I want the cruise control technology that my father's new car has. And player control in the steering wheel. And the touch-screen display. And back-light color of the buttons would be color green, please. Chrome plating is very necessary. And if there are free vinyls, why not?

And kids, that's how I fantasize about this whole car thingy that's going on inside my head. XD